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trigger happy, trigger sad

Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2005 6:33 pm
by longtimecoming
i made this up last night, crying myself to sleep

not good enough
its a sacrifice, to spend time, dad?
well theres trigger happy, but im trigger sad.
dad gone and let me down again...


thats what i could write, i wen t for a walk just now,and i really hate john and sean and ben, its not real, but screw it.

former long winters fan, signing off

Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2005 6:35 pm
by chelsea
so is this when we say that we'll miss your posts of this exact variety?

Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2005 8:57 pm
by John
I hate Sean and Ben too, but John's OK.

Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2005 1:14 am
by zach
I'm kind of confused... clarification, anyone?

Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2005 12:28 pm
by Yarn
Yeah yeah, what's up?

Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2006 12:43 am
by longtimecoming
lmao! i was upset that night, once a few months ag o or earlier i had to call 911,cause i was freaking out horribly. they wouldnt commit me, as i requested. they said i was fine and they knew me there and said i was having a panic attack.

im very sorry, i do love my dad very much, he is working on a lawsuit on his business partner, cause he works like 5am to 10 or so every day, weekends and gets cracker jacks. (ie if he sells a 400,000 landscape job he gets 44,000 dollars. the crew quit cause the other evil dude cut xmas bonus'

that may seem like alot, but my dad is hundreds of thousands in debt to keep up their life style.

plus, they are kicking out my 85 yr old grandma from her condo next door, cause they cant afford to.,. ahah woot!

JOHN RULES, i still hate ben cause he was one of the very first voices i heard, in 99. i didnt know what was wrong so i was scared to death.

ive got imaginary issues with sean/ he yelled at me once/ , doesnt seem like much, but if you knew how i was in 98, you d cry too.

Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2006 1:31 pm
by theplacidcasual
gibbard or folds?

Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2006 3:10 pm
by Karousme
don't forget lee, kweller or dover

Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2006 10:50 pm
by Liesbeth
or Michael Jackson's gerbil of yonder days

Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2006 9:02 am
by Karousme
Liesbeth wrote:or Michael Jackson's gerbil of yonder days


hmmm...

Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2006 9:20 am
by theplacidcasual
or the dude from everything but the girl

Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2006 11:03 am
by Karousme
theplacidcasual wrote:or the dude from everything but the girl


or Ben Savage

Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2006 11:43 am
by Liesbeth
mmm, these may be too many voices for Julie

Seriously though, I hope you will be able to let go of the hate, my dear. As Nada Surf say:
Always Love… Hate will get you every time
Always Love…Even when you wanna fight

The whole lyrics of that song seem incredibly appropriate, actually. Beautiful song.

Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2006 12:36 pm
by Jeannette311
Wait, someone hates that prick Ben from my work too? Awesome!