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trigger happy, trigger sad
Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2005 6:33 pm
i made this up last night, crying myself to sleep
not good enough
its a sacrifice, to spend time, dad?
well theres trigger happy, but im trigger sad.
dad gone and let me down again...
thats what i could write, i wen t for a walk just now,and i really hate john and sean and ben, its not real, but screw it.
former long winters fan, signing off
Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2005 6:35 pm
so is this when we say that we'll miss your posts of this exact variety?
Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2005 8:57 pm
I hate Sean and Ben too, but John's OK.
Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2005 1:14 am
I'm kind of confused... clarification, anyone?
Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2005 12:28 pm
Yeah yeah, what's up?
Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2006 12:43 am
lmao! i was upset that night, once a few months ag o or earlier i had to call 911,cause i was freaking out horribly. they wouldnt commit me, as i requested. they said i was fine and they knew me there and said i was having a panic attack.
im very sorry, i do love my dad very much, he is working on a lawsuit on his business partner, cause he works like 5am to 10 or so every day, weekends and gets cracker jacks. (ie if he sells a 400,000 landscape job he gets 44,000 dollars. the crew quit cause the other evil dude cut xmas bonus'
that may seem like alot, but my dad is hundreds of thousands in debt to keep up their life style.
plus, they are kicking out my 85 yr old grandma from her condo next door, cause they cant afford to.,. ahah woot!
JOHN RULES, i still hate ben cause he was one of the very first voices i heard, in 99. i didnt know what was wrong so i was scared to death.
ive got imaginary issues with sean/ he yelled at me once/ , doesnt seem like much, but if you knew how i was in 98, you d cry too.
Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2006 1:31 pm
gibbard or folds?
Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2006 3:10 pm
don't forget lee, kweller or dover
Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2006 10:50 pm
or Michael Jackson's gerbil of yonder days
Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2006 9:02 am
Liesbeth wrote:or Michael Jackson's gerbil of yonder days
Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2006 9:20 am
or the dude from everything but the girl
Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2006 11:03 am
theplacidcasual wrote:or the dude from everything but the girl
or Ben Savage
Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2006 11:43 am
mmm, these may be too many voices for Julie
Seriously though, I hope you will be able to let go of the hate, my dear. As Nada Surf say:
Always Love… Hate will get you every time
Always Love…Even when you wanna fight
The whole lyrics of that song seem incredibly appropriate, actually. Beautiful song.
Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2006 12:36 pm
Wait, someone hates that prick Ben from my work too? Awesome!